#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Nobody told me we'd only get one chance.
I didn't know that our tide would turn so fast.
Why we have to say goodbye, I don't understand...

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skipped school today 'cause, for some reason, i just felt like staying home and sleeping in and spending time with me, myself and i. ooh. doesn't that sound narcisstic? haha. :) anyway, my day's been alright. just bumming around the house and watching tv and listening to the radio. the lyrics above are from darius' song "Live Twice". pretty nice song, and the phrase that caught my attention was "if only we could live twice". mmm. that's a nice thought, isn't it? kinda ideal, if we could live twice, and make amends for all the mistakes we made in our first life. :)

haha, if i could re-live the past 16 years, i think the first thing i'd do is to not be such a pain to my mum. haha, i admit. i can be yucky and horrid when i want to be. so the first thing i would (or rather wouldn't) do is to not give her so much grief. after that, maybe i would've listened in amaths or chemistry classes. -pause- but then again, even if i were to live twice, i somehow doubt that! :) there are some things that go beyond my scope of power. haha! and of course, i wouldn't have given so much trouble to shawn either. hmmm, this whole idea of living twice sounds quite depressing. it just makes you think of the past and regret! but i don't, and i won't. :)

what would you do if you could live twice?

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I live in a crazy world full of crazy things,
That I never quite understand.
But I know that the people that care for you
Are the measure of any woman or any man.
And if you need anything then I'll share.
If I need you would you be there?


she smiled
at 6:55 PM


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