#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Thursday, February 03, 2005
the truth of the matter:
something so pure, so carnal. and yet so dangerous, and so dark.

maggers ponned school again today! i don't know why i bother saying so many sweet stuffs to her when all she does is pangseh me in school. haha. :) but anyhoos. today wasn't that bad, shawners never fails to amuse me. haha. religion class was so stupid! i think everyone in that class hates me lah. because i go into class with a black face (that i show everyone who looks at me) and it does not change until the period is over. -scowls- i just don't like it! :P

after that i studied my chinese spelling (only to be told that there would be no spelling later on. howtypical.) while the rest had aomaths, and after that was pe. pe was fun! kalpana, xuelin and i beat the other girls 7-2! haha, cool shit man! that was a really fun game of basketball, 'cause there were so many many fouls and weird stuffs! xl kept screaming (haha, and it's always the same type of scream that's uniquely hers) and pervinder kept travelling with the ball and so much more. i'm so going to miss the girls in my class when it's all over. -tears- but ohwells. i shan't think about it now.

during the break, sam, roxy, cheryl and nicole came down! was so great seeing sam and rox and cheryl again man! :) missed them loads. anyways. lent them some shirts and they went for geoggers lecture! but i don't know how roxy got caught. so she had to "leave", but she actually took cover in a toilet upstairs. haha. and i don't know how cheryl got away with it. cheryl was asked by ms ng which class she was in, and cheryl nonchantly said "1t05" and ms ng didn't say crap! and that bloody woman sees us three times a week?? i don't know whether she's superbly sharp for having spotted rox, or superbly dumb for not even realising that cheryl had just made a huge mistake. madness.

gp after that was forgettable, chinese too and so was geoggers. sighs. why is life so boring?

____________________

Can't take the sadness from your eyes.
Can't put the truth back in my lies.
Don't make me try and explain,
Let's just start over again.

Been a naughty girl,
Real bad so and so.
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know...
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so.
One too many things a girl shouldn't know.

The more you try to stay,
The more I let you go.
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know.
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so.

One too many things a girl shouldn't know.

Won't stop and try to turn the clock back.
I won't beg - I'm no good at that.

Too late to start and act like a saint.

Can't be something that I ain't.



she smiled
at 10:00 PM


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