#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Monday, February 21, 2005
-- standing at the edge, looking over.

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before i go into today, let me round up yesterday... i actually studied history! i was getting so fed-up with myself in the afternoon 'cause i kept dozing off somewhere between the proletariats and the bourgeois, between roosevelt and truman and between hitler and stalin. so i finally went down to the library and got myself a book to study! :) it was great, i feel like i know more all of a sudden. haha. and i found a book on names too, and GUESS WHAT!

Vanessa:
There are at least 2 possibilities for the origin of Vanessa. The Greek word phanes means "butterfly", and one of the Greek mystic divinities was named Phanessa. Obviously, Vanessa may have evolved forthwith. A pretty soft-sounding name, Vanessa is just as much in style today as it was in past ages.

funky, right? haha, if you guys want to know what your names mean, just ring me up! haha, it's so fun. anyhoos. :) school was quite crappy today. i was reminded by jasmine that we've got a geog test tomorrow, on 3 lectures and none of which i've actually read. and then we had history, geog and econs lectures in a row. but i don't mind history and econs so much, as i always say. hmmm, actually on hindsight nothing much happened today. we just kinda went through the motions as we always do. -sighs- and to think, we're all leaving each other soon. -makes face- yuck.

i've got about a million things to do. reply shireen's email, study for the stupid geography test unless i come up with an idea to skip it entirely, and study for the history test too. oh, i've got comprehension to do, and the passage is shit hilarious. here's an extract:

Love's symptons are familiar enough: a drifting mooniness in thought and behaviour, the mad conceit that the entire universe has rolled itself into the person of the beloved, a conviction that no one on earthhas ever felt so torrentially about a fellow creature before. Love is ecstasy and torment, freedom and slavery. Poets and songwriters would be in a fine mess without it. Plus, it makes the world go round.

haha, that's the introduction paragraph. oh, and the conclusion paragraph:

If, however, science is going to probe and prod andthen announce that we are all scientifically fated to love -- and to love preprogrammed types --by our genes and chemicals, then a lot of people would just as soon not know. If there is truly a biological predisposition to love, as more and more scientists are beginning to believe, what follows is a recognition of the amazing diversity in the ways humans have chosen to express the feeling. The cartoon images of cavemen bopping cavewomen over the head and dragging them home by the hair? Love. Helen of Troy, subjecting her adopted city to 10 years of ruinous siege? Love. Romeo and Juliet. Ditto. Joe in Accounting making a fool of himself around the water cooler over Susan in Sales? Love. Like the universe, the more we learn about love, the more preposterous and mysterious it is likely to be.
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Reaching for something in the distance,
So close you can almost taste it...
Release your inhibitions!
Feel the rain on your skin,
No one else can feel it for you!
Only you can let it in.
No one else, no one else,
Can speak the words on your lips!
Drench yourself in words unspoken!
Live your life with arms wide open!
Today is where your book begins.
The rest is still unwritten...



We've been conditioned to not make mistakes,
but I can't live that way.


she smiled
at 7:26 PM


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