#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Sunday, January 30, 2005
Every fish that escapes seems bigger than it really is.


yesterday was a great day, and i really enjoyed myself! mmm, let's see. the day started with going out with daddy and my brother of course. but then after that, dad gave me some money and told me to buzz off. haha, i guess he wanted to talk to my brother. yupp, so called joachim first and he said he couldn't, then called elsa and she said she could! i'm sorry that i woke you up. :) and i'm sorry to YOU too, i would have called you instead, but initially i was only supposed to be by myself until one plus, two. so it would've been a waste calling you out and then leaving you to bum around after that with nothing to do. hope you understand.

so went to town with elsa, and we talked a lot. about life, love, and all of the in between. i really had a good time, and i think we are pretty similar in our thinking sometime. haha, but our dress sense is SO different! ahaha. walked around, took neoprints (haha!), had ice-cream and met cheryl and jieying! (ooh, i missed them both so much) and it turned out that they were going to see yilin, who sms-ed me that she was back from thailand for the weekend and whether we wanted to meet up. i thought i couldn't, but i'm so glad i did! :) really miss seeing that bimbotic alien. haha! -big hugs- love you girl. after that i had to go home, so i left elsa (again, sorry about that) and asked mum if i could join elsa's friends for dinner. amazingly, she said yes! haha.

and last night was great fun too, though it was a risk. i went for dinner with elsa, tim, dalun, grace and karthi. they're this one tight clique! haha, and you can really see that they enjoy each other's company immensely. anyhoos! i was the freaking first one there (PUNCTUALLY AT SIX) while dalun came ten minutes later, and then grace and karthi, and THEN tim and els an HOUR AND FIFTEEN MINUTES after i got there. i could seriously feel my stomach begin to digest itself. haha! well anyways. after that we went to chomchom to eat! the stingray wasn't too bad, and although i can't eat chilli stuff, lun was nice enough to help me take the inner meat of the stingray which didn't have chilli! see, i don't know why there's two sides of him. i prefer this side to his act-cute side! hahaha! :)

after that we headed back to ice3 (it's an ice-cream parlour, and that's where we met up) and chilled for a while. played truth or dare (actually, it was more of a dare-and-double-dare game!) and somehow the only dare i remember was tim's one -- he had to do five push-ups in the middle of the cafe! haha. we also played spin the bottle (or rather, my handphone) and although it was a much much much milder version (not a single lips2lips! haha!) it was still loadsa fun. :) then then then. we went to buy vodka, and somehow or rather, decided to go to tavistock park. lun and i went to buy and miraculously didn't get carded! haha, score 2 (i bought for the girls on grad night too) for me. ;)

owing to our brilliant sense of direction, we only took about half-an-hour to get there because we took a wrong turn. :) by the time we reached tavistock park, we'd all finished our drinks. haha! then we all just sat around (and by that i mean sitting around on a web of ropes) and chilled. :) mmm, after that lun, tim, els and me took a cab back and they dropped me off first. my mother was suspecting that i drank eh! 'cause my entire face was flushed. haha, shit man. why do i drink so infrequently! haha. but yeah, mucho thanks to everyone yesterday. i had a great time, and i hope i wasn't intruding? haha. you guys are great.

-yawns and stretches- couldn't sleep in this morning, strangely, even though i slept at three after yakking to tim for a while. it's weird. i couldn't sleep last night, and i couldn't sleep in again this morning? tomorrow i'm gonna be a zombie lah. and for some reason, i'm still feeling a bit woozy and queasy. hmmm. guess drinking's really not my thing. haha. mmm, don't know if they're meeting up to study today or if i am/can join them. guess i'll see how things go.

You do everything on a grand scale and seek to have at least two of everything. Perhaps you had a financially insecure childhood. Maybe flamboyant relatives overshadowed you. Whatever the circumstances of your upbringing, they prompted you to become an outstanding success. Fighting your way to the top comes naturally to you.

Fun-loving people with a dash of flair have a special hold on your heart. Ariens, Leos, Librans, and Sagittarians have a lot in common with you. As far as your love life is concerned, you need a partner who isn't afraid to take risks. With the support of a loving mate, you can accomplish anything you desire. You need to have someone in your corner.

You have a strong artistic streak that could net you a fortune. Selling handmade items is a good possibility for you, as you like to put a personal stamp on everything you do. There's a good chance you will integrate nature's bounty into your work. Running a health food store, flower shop, or gardening service are among the ways you may make a living. You will probably market your wares to high-end clients; an air of exclusivity characterizes everything you do. Eventually, you could even launch your own line of luxury products.

Romance is important to you, although work can get in the way of your love life. At some point, you may have to choose between your personal and public lives. You may decide to take time off to raise your children. Such a decision could add an exciting new dimension to your life. Caring for young people fills a deep need within you. Whether you realize it or not, you're a very nurturing person.

Your greatest challenge is to scale back work for the sake of love. Although you are capable of great things on the career front, it's more important to build up a loyal circle of friends. Your biggest strength is your caring heart. If you obey its instincts, you'll never go wrong.
(http://www.tigerbeer.us/horoscope/. taken from ollie's blog.)


she smiled
at 8:44 AM


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