#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Sunday, January 09, 2005
Anyone who has never made a mistake, has never tried anything new.


formal schooling starts tomorrow, and i'm wondering if i can keep up with the demands of jc life. haha, when am i not, right? lols. but yesterday has made me think about it even more, because i argued with that mother of mine again. she's infuriating! you would've thought that, seeing as i am going to turn 17 in a few months, that she'd let me handle my own life a bit more. like, not be so strict when i would like to go out and stuff. she simply does not believe that i can manage my time well, as in time for studying, ccas, church activities and going out. i mean, i know that JC life is shit tough and all, but i'm pretty sure that i can handle it! for crying out loud, i'm not a little girl anymore who needs her life managed by someone wiser and smarter and older than me. -makes face- so, i'm going to do this:

1. try to top my class for mid-years, prelims and promos.
2. try to get As and Bs for all my subjects.
3. contribute to mustard seed more.
4. contribute to drama society too!

:) then i'll show her that i can do it, and that i really need my own space. mmmm. anyway. i had a dream mirroring this situation! i dreamt that i got As and Bs. hahaha! let's just hope that becomes a reality. :) mmmm. i'm bored. there's not much to do at home. -yawns- oh, and i've realised that my penchant for decorating my notebooks has faded somewhat. my new 2005 cjc diary is still relatively untouched. -makes face- could be also because i haven't heard many new songs lately, so anyone who knows great songs, please let me know! :) mmmm. guess i should go and finish up the letter now. i just hope brother paul doesn't kill me. :/

I'll be your dream.
I'll be your wish.
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope.
I'll be your love.
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath,
Truly madly deeply do...

I will be strong,
I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning.
A reason for living.

A deeper meaning, yeah...

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bath with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.

And when the stars are shining
Brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
And make you want to cry.
The tears of joy for all the
Pleasure in the certainty,
That we're surrounded by the
Comfort and protection of
The highest powers.
In lonely hours,
The tears devour you...

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bath with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'cause it's standing right here before you.
All that you need with surely come...


she smiled
at 1:44 PM


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