the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

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# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
temporary insanity;


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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
this is what a handwriting analysis thingy said about my handwriting! :)

Vanessa has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

haha, a good imagination? more like full of bullshit! ;)

Vanessa is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

ok, that is not altogether true. i do need my friends, but i'm self-sufficient in the way that i don't like people pitying me or anything. if i fall, i get up on my own, and if i cry, i'll wipe my OWN tears, thank you very much! haha. that kind of obstinacy is quite me. but the 'loner' bit is not -- i'd get too bored talking to myself.

Vanessa is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

wahaha! yes, i am very very sacarastic. (but not as bad as georgia nicolson!)

Vanessa is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. She finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Vanessa basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

right then, i've got to start taking more risks! and yupps, i do "feel good" about myself. haha, i am a contented girl. :)

Because Vanessa has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent. Vanessa is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Vanessa is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble!

i would like to point out here, that they may not be entirely wrong, i am a smart ass. wahaha! *down, ego! down!* but then again, that would make nat, rox, alyssa and sam all very very smart. because their Ms and Ns are all pointy too. but it's true, i do get irritated by slow talkers and stuff. it's simply too boring, and i end up feeling like i want to finish what they're saying. and YES it is very very true, i am a big trouble-maker! (but i don't finish my work.)

Vanessa will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

quite true. i was never known for my tactfulness! haha. :)

When Vanessa expresses an opinion on a issue she will stick to that opinion, and probably will not change her mind. In other words... Vanessa is stubborn. When she is wrong about something that she has decided upon, she will have trouble admitting she is wrong. Changing Vanessa's mind can be very difficult. Once Vanessa makes up her mind, she doesn't want to be confused with the facts!

yes, see this is where my mother and i collide. she is EQUALLY STUBBORN. and here we're taught the old ones are supposed to give in to the youngies, but of course with my mother, there's no such thing.

Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didn't actually "see the writing", we can't tell if she actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so… she has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood. Vanessa has withdrawn into herself. She is reserved and shows her feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Vanessa is an introvert. She makes decisions based on logic, therefore she is rarely impulsive. She doesn't find any need for expressing her emotions. In fact, she probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. She has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for her to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Vanessa; it is difficult for them to really know how Vanessa feels.

this is quite rubbish. i can understand the 'trauma' bit, but i've NOT WITHDRAWN INTO MYSELF! that is absurd. i am ridiculously good at expressing my feelings (especially when i write it down) and this un-expressing only applies to some parental problems that i refuse to talk about (excluding the rants of my mother -- that often shows up.)

Vanessa enjoys being alone, and probably prefers working alone. Working with her hands is a pleasure. Vanessa's basic nature is to look out for herself first.

Although she can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, she just almost always harbors them inside. The first time someone angers Vanessa, she probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, she will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to her until she cannot hold her emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Vanessa will cloud up and rain all over them. And she will never regret telling someone off, because she knew what she was saying the entire time. She won't impulsively tell someone off. Emotional stories will not sway Vanessa. She thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on her. Vanessa needs space and time alone. She will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.

again, pretty rubbishy. i don't enjoy working alone, i hate it. and i don't like working with my hands (think home econs and d&t) unless it's typing. and for heaven's sake, i do not keep my emotions bottled unless i don't want to talk about it at all. haha, and while i don't regret telling people off (unless i was in the wrong of course. or the person is dying overnight.) i don't keep track of grievances. and i do scold people impulsively. hahaha. ;) and STOP IT, i don't think with judgement, that's so my mother.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Vanessa doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

what an anti-climax. in any case, i certainly hope so!

she smiled
at 6:11 PM

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