the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

swimmer; drama mama; councillor;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
temporary insanity;


carol n.

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[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

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July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;


Thursday, August 12, 2004
played bball this morning during PE! finally a pe lesson that doesn't make me want to murder somebody (in most cases, ms teo herself)! played with val, wyna, qb, sam, rox, lyss, linn and cheryl and it was DAMN funny! hahaha a bunch of screaming banshees! haha well, just sam, rox, linn and cheryl! okay, and a bit of me too. =) glad to report that my shooting's getting slightly better. it's weird, but i can't adapt very well. once i play netball, my shots will become totally netbally and i'll forget how to shoot completely if i play bball instead. haha and vice versa! ohwells. i'm a psycho-motor moron i suppose? hahaha.

after that was amath. messaged, fiddled around, slept a bit. all in all = didn't listen. xP then recess! THEN... the mother tongue 'O'Level results were released!!


vanessa is superbly, utterly, wonderfully, absolutely, totally, completely happy, delighted, overjoyed, elated, ecstactic! i CANNOT believe that i could get a B3 for chinese! yipeeeeeeeee! i know it's not that big a deal. haha not as if i got an A1 or A2 but a B3 is heaven to me since my highest ever was a B4 and i had to push and push myself for that one. plus a distinction for chinese orals?! armageddon is coming, i swear! i'm the girl who can't speak chinese for nuts and whom everyone has been making fun of (myself included of course!) when it comes to speaking chinese! i've no idea how come i could get one, but it's wonderful. and i'm proud of myself. hahaha whatever la. x)

anyway. physics practical(s) were unbearable! TWO practicals consecutively?! the first one was a test and that was tiring in itself. took about 20 readings in 10 minutes for this temperature thingy, and the other one was about the same, had to deal with electricity and all. -cricks neck- am so beat. x( hmmmm. OH! and after that, left val first because i'd arranged to have lunch with him so went to interchange and after that (since i was SUPPOSED to study with carol and co) went to look for carol. and GUESS WHAT? we went to 3 macs and STILL couldn't find them! someone's going to get it from me tomorrow. hmmph! well in any case. got sent home and all, so it's not so bad lah. x)

oooh! and i heard some good news this morning too! -smiles widely- am sure someone knows what i'm talking about yeah? x) well, don't forget your promises and besta luck! will be here for you every step of the way. -huggs-

chris! am totally proud of you babe. you deserve it! -huggs!- (THIS woman screamed the whole second level of st raph's block down when she heard that there were 100% passes! hahaha. could hear her and i was on the ground floor? hahaha!)
erika! you did it baby!! -huggs!- rock on!!
mat! oi! don't be a baby okay. get good grades still want to cry! -huggs- ilovemydaughter!
CHIJ TP SECONDARY! we got 100% passes! that's an incredible feat. well, to those who didn't get the marks they wanted, i suppose try not to be too upset? use this as motivation to get it right the next time around! and we'll all be right there with you, supporting you guys every step of the way. what're friends for, no? x) -huggs all ard-

Seven hours since you went away,
Eleven coffees, Rickki Lake on play.
But late at night when I'm feeling blue,
I'd sell my ass before I think of you!

Seven hours since you closed the door.
Started a diet, got a manicure.
Erased your number from my telephone,
And if you call me I won't be at home.

He said...
Why'd you cry
For the guy?
Say goodbye!
Run away!
Why'd you cry
For the guy?
Say goodbye.
I said ok, 'cos...

Ooh, boy d'you miss me like a hole in the head?
Because I do boy, and it's cool boy.
And ooh, bet you never thought I'd get out of bed.
Because of you boy, such a fool boy.

Eleven hours on a brand new day.
I'm getting ready to go out and play.
It's late at night, I'm caught in a groove,
I'd kiss my ass before I'm feeling blue.

Seven hours, what you calling for?
A bunch of flowers and I slam the door.
You're in my face, sorry what's your name?
Takes more than begging to reverse my brain!

she smiled
at 6:44 PM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004
i don't mind spending everyday,out on your corner in the pouring rain.look for the gir wtih the broken smile,ask her if she wants to stay awhile.and she will be loved.

todayyy. finally back in stinking school after having 5 days off from school. well, at least it's a wednesday, early day and all. hmmmm. nalli's mom made a (CHOCOLATE!!) cake and we ate that during emaths period. i feel mixed emotions for ms yue. sometimes i think she's damn lucky to have such a wonderful form class (hahaha okok thick-skin lah) but other times, that she's pitiful 'cause we hardly (okay, some of us) pay attention during her lessons. hahaha. ANYWAY. had a talk by SAJC and the most ironic part about the whole thing was that mrs how introduced them to us saying that ALOT of ij girls go there and in the end, the number of ij girls who went there last year are... 11! okay. that's really a lot, eh? haha. whatever.

after school, val and i went to kfc to (finally) settle my craving for kfc food. hahaha. cheese fries rock! mmmm. studied a bit while waiting for shawn to come. oh! and i've realised that i cannot be alone with both val and him. the bickering never stops! yeesh. hahaha. ohh and i got a call from my tutor who's sick. haha tough for him, joy for me. and i found out my mother'll be home late today. hurrah. =)

so we walked val to church (to collect wyna's cip form) and then val went back. we went to converse to look at the bags then he went home after going with me to buy dinner. yuppers.
today was a special day. i'm supposed to be happy and delighted and elated and all the mushy mad feelings that comes with this but. i'm feeling yucky. i don't know why. i need hugs. bitches, i'm counting on you guys tomorrow.

she smiled
at 7:03 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004
today was aiiight. hahaha. went for physics tuition in ther afternoon bearing the gift of my mother's sherpherd's pie. i think that's a peace offering to me, 'cause we argued last night again. haha. sometimes i don't know what to say about her.

i don't know lah. ohwells. oooh! has anyone noticed that i love bullets? haha yesireee! it's nice. =) haha anyway. after tuition, went to meet carol and her sis at macs and studied for a while while looking out for dad. he came to talk to me about my mother and blah blah blah. hahaha. so went there and studied but didn't see him sitting at the far end of macs till 4?! hahaha. shit man. and he was sitting next to seb, jobeth and mal and SOMEONE recognized him but didn't think of calling me?! hahahaha. you're forgiven. can't expect so much of you when you're completely focussed on *ahemahemahem* yes. -winks- hahaha. ohh! and my dad gave me the keys to his house. now i can go visit my kittens whenever i'm free! yay! haha.

hmmm so yes. my dad talked so long (about 45 minutes?) that carol and her sis left. so i had to study with seb they all. jobeth left after a while when joshua came. oh! and i forgot to mention, bernard came too when i was talking to my dad. yupps. so studied for a while, then shawn came. sent me home and i had a BEEEEG surprise waiting for me! hahaha. the door was jammed. couldn't open it from the inside (so my mother and brother were locked in) and couldn't open it from the outside (so i was locked out)!! SO i had to go back down to tp. what a wasted trip! but good in a way too. =) hahaha.

i feel like adding shouts.

and that's all i can be bothered to think of for now. haha so, til next time.
x) loveyouall. mwahhs.

she smiled
at 11:50 PM

Monday, August 09, 2004

just read corinne's blog! gosh. totally loving her pics and practically everything there. hahaha. if only i could be creative like that? haha. alas, i was to be borned without the slightest inkling of anything remotely resembling an artistic streak. haha. the most artistic thing that i can think of myself doing would probably be something like creating prints out of carved potatoes. -makes a face- haha. ohwells!

anywayyyy. national day today. excuse me if i don't stand up (for singapore?) or start cheering madly. am feeling very anti-singapore right now due to the following reasons:

poo. anyway. i'm currently fixated on dan brown's 'the da vinci code'. it's really interesting! okay. so i guess i'm a little outdated. haha. most people have already read the book. actually, when i first saw it i thought that it would suck 'cause it sounded like some boring factual novel. am uber glad that i was bored enough during pe to want to read marie's 'angels and demons' book! haha. she's got me addicted. x)

ohh! my brother's playing is damn funny. yesterday, he was playing in the living room and i was sitting in mine reading and i kept laughing and laughing! it's shit funny. it goes like this:

pom pom pom SCREEEEE pom pom WHEEEEEE pom pom pom pom pom

hahahahaha it's just hilarious! -beams- haha. oooh! just played this online game where you have to go back in time and mess around with leonardo da vinci's stuff and match this with that and all! go HERE! it's so cute. =) i guess i'm the kind of person who learns through playing? haha. like i 'absorb' info better when it's taught in a fun way, like through story books and games like this. haha it's crappy! but educational. haha which is why i like mr tan's lessons too. x)

veryveryvery bored. help.

she smiled
at 3:12 PM

Saturday, August 07, 2004
i hate blogger. i hate this bloody bad connection tha church has with the internet. my whole freaking blog just disappeared!! twice in one day and i WROTE SO FREAKING MUCH.

okay. i'm not in the mood to type again so i shall summarise.

->done by van @7.15(??) 6th aug.

posted by sebkieranandre @ 1am 7th aug.

ge's wurbing yew loads mei! & yeah, haha...about the reason, hahaha... -shrugs- yew take care loads...missing yew yeaps...but still missing someone more, haha! -mwaks! ;p

she smiled
at 1:00 AM

Friday, August 06, 2004
[[Ge Invades!]]

hey mei, haha...sitting beside me nw as i type this out...hmm, ge's wurbing yew loads yupps! wun ferget yer even though my eyes are fixated somewhere else on someone, hahaa... -sticks tongue out at yer- haha, rmb the tongue joke i told yer last time! ;p well, yer take gd care of yerself alrigghts...ge's always here fer yer if yer need a listening ear... -smuacks!- =)


she smiled
at 6:12 PM

Monday, August 02, 2004
went to tasha's house after coming home from maths tuition in the morning and have lunch.
did our project (mainly me!) while tasha just jiggled and danced to my veryveryvery nice CD. i swear it rocks.
wyna thinks so too, yes?!
haha she listened to Jet's 'are you gonna be my girl' about 5 times on friday.
hahaha. hmmmm so yupps. did what we could and had a bit of time to spare so i headed down to far east by myself and gave myself a belated birthday present.
its gorgeous. n imlovingit!
hahaha. ask me.
dont tink i can say it here in case my bro reads it.
-winks- hahaha.

i dont noe y but i feel like typing lyk dis 2day.
well todayyy. lets c.
OHH! i got a huuuuge surprise dis morning.
abish suddenly asked me 2 go 2 e toilet with her cos she had diarrohea...! i began 2 get suspicious!
since when is abish scared of going 2 e toilet in e morning.
hahaha. THEN when we came back, dere it was!!
right smack on my table!
with everyone's thumbprints n well-wishes!
cldve cried but chose nt 2. hahaha.
ohh. n val was super interested in my P2M (present 2 myself)
haha tts pretty lame but nvm. hahaha.
yeahh n carol was pretty disgusted! hahaha.
oh wells.
had phys test in e morning which sucked.
left pract my whole paper blank. die la. mr tan's gna kill us all.
oh! n tricia yeo's angry with me.
-whines- im sorrrrry. really i m. mk it up 2 u somehow?
yepps. den had lit followed by chi.
watched homerun again.
it was super sad. cldve cried again.
hahaha whats with me mann. crying at every lil thing.
had mass pract with the sec1s and 2s.
was pretty alright i think.
den at e end tjl had 2 go say stuff tht made us lk lyk idiots.
shant elaborate. get pissed only.
mmmm. emaths test cancelled!
hahahaha. yet another gd thing 2 add 2 my day.
den binny, qb, carol n i went dwn 2 tp 2 eat n study.
met my dad n stepmum dere 2 waiting 4 my auntie 2 do something. that was qt scary! hahaha.
oh well.
mmmmm. so we went 2 eat at long johns n binny did their moral ed project.
aft tht went dwn 2 macs 4 awhile n met shawn who helped me carry my present hme.
THANK YOOOO! -mwahhs-
some1 got rated 8/10 by binny? HAHAHAHAHA.
hmmm. so yupps. at hme now, waiting for tuition 2 start in a while.
wonder wat my tutor wld say if he saw my present 2 myself.
ohh. n some fucker walked in2 me 2day while i was carrying my superbly huge present and caused it 2 bang into my lip.
which caused it to bleed.
n even though carol turned ard n yelled "u dint even say sorry!" at him, he dint even turn ard.

these days - e stars seem out of reach.
but these days - dere aint a ladder on these streets.
these days r fast, love dont lasts in dis graceless age.
even innocence has caught e morning train.
n dere aint nobody left but us these days...

she smiled
at 7:24 PM

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