#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Sunday, May 16, 2004
i'm a bitch, i'm a lover. i'm a child, i'm a mother.
i'm a sinner, i'm a saint.
i will not be ashamed.


mmmm. it's a sunday! and there's no school tomorrow! -dances around the room- can't get any better than that. but i've still got chemistry tuition later. -grumbles- so irritating. can't she give me at least a day off or something! -sulks- unfair. hahaha i'm a brat, yes i know.

anyway! went out with my dad yesterday. how come every time we go out together we always end up at his office? i mean, i know he's a busy guy and that he's hardworking and very dilligent and all, but can't he like, set aside just a few hours for one saturday to spend with my bro and me? i don't want to be seen as thoughtless or selfish, but it's just a strange feeling when he's always dropping by the office and not like bringing us out and doing fun stuff. hahaha. okay i guess i probably don't make much sense. never mind! :) hmmm. so anyway, we went to see one of my uncles, 'cause we haven't seen him in 5 years. haha and he's so heeep! his phone has a camera! x)

after that, we bought lunch for jill and mel and then went over to their house to eat. my dad kept feeding duchess! and actually, she's a pretty cute dog. huge, but quite adorable. hahaha. anyway! watched a bit of 'what a girl wants' and then headed back. left for ada's party after that! gosh, the chalet was niceee! and the food was great too. but i felt a bit sad at one point, seeing all her relatives and little cousins there. hahaha okay i think the current blood loss is affecting my mind. x) ohh! and we were playing silly games! haha this number game that we played was damn fun. hahaha lazy to explain but shawn's luck was rubbish! lol. mum came to fetch me a while later though. wish i coulda stayed longer! haha.

so anyway now it's a boring sunday afternoon. and this computer is completely screwed up. -makes face-

sometimes i wish people would try to understand. sometimes i wish that they could see the deeper meaning behind things. sometimes i wish they would love just a bit more, and hate just a bit less. sometimes my wishes don't come true. <--- HAHAHAHAHA. oms. something bitter i just came up with. oooh dear. xP

i wish that i could cry. fall upon my knees.
find a way to lie, about a home i'll never see.
it may sound absurd but won't you concede,
even heroes have the right to bleed...?


she smiled
at 2:13 PM


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