#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Saturday, March 06, 2004
bounce, baby, out the door! i ain't gonna take this no more.

today was alright i guess. had training this morning with sarah, and met my other junior, hannah. she seems pretty nice. =) training wasn't too bad today either (for once!) dread going again on wednesday, though. =( mmm. after that, bought breakfast and came home to change and go out with dad. (sorry, carol, that i couldn't make the play rehearsal! =( sorrry.) anyway, went to his office and sat around doing nothing, waiting for an important fax i think. left after waiting for a while, and went to toa payoh to have lunch. then i had to leave at 2 for tuition... i can't help feeling there's something missing. it doesn't feel right anymore. i think we're drifting so far apart and so fast, soon there's going to be nothing left but cold politeness. i HATE this feeling. =/

anyway. was s'posed to meet up with mat after tuition but the stupid girl was late so i walked around with gilbert and greg for a bit (met chris and cheryl chua too! all red and burnt! from playing netball i think.) before meeting her. mass was kinda shitty 'cause everyone was totally quiet and i don't mean that i expect people to talk during mass or anything but it was just weird. yeahh. i think that's how today should be described = weird. finally got my camera back from shawn though. haha King Ditz! xP anyway, back home now. hoorah.

hold on, if you feel like letting go.
hold on, it gets better than you know.
don't stop looking, you're one step closer.
don't stop searching, it's not over!


everything's gone funny. i don't like it this way.

i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare. i'm just a kid, and i know it's not fair.

she smiled
at 8:40 PM


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