#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Monday, March 29, 2004
"always, forever," all the things she said. "never say never," those simple lies that she fed.

had a medical examination today! gosh. you know 'cause of my crooked spine, the nurses had to examine it specially? yeahh. so there was a bunch of us who had to be examined, and they made us take off our BRAS as well! omg. utter embarrassment! haha. everyone was complaining about how violated they felt. xP anyway! my mother came to school today to talk to mrs tay about the issue of dropping chem. why can't they just make a damned decision? but i have to admit, my mother's pretty alright. you just have to see things from her point-of-view all the time. which isn't easy. but i'm trying. =/

tomorrow's sports day. i think the whole class is ponning. haha. don't know what else to say so i shan't say anything. x)

i'm sleeping at night
in the middle of a deep dream.
when all at once i wake up.
there's something that keeps
knocking at my brain.
before i go insane,
i hold a pillow to my head.
i sit up in my bed,
screaming out the words i dread
"I think I love you!"

this morning i woke up with this feeling
i don't know how to deal with.
so i just decided to myself,
i'd hide it to myself,
and never talk about it,
and did not go and shout it
when you walked into the room.
"I think I love you!"

i think i love you,
so what am i so afraid of?
i'm afraid that i'm not sure of
a love there is no cure for.
i think i love you.
isn't that what love is made of?
so it worries me to say,
that i've never felt this way.


she smiled
at 7:48 PM


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