#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Friday, December 19, 2003
blogger is fucked.
haven't been coming online for the past few days 'cause of my mum. yelled at me on tuesday again. after buying me clothes and taking me shopping on sunday and monday. mood-swings perhaps? how sweet of her to take it out on me though. but anyway, what she said was true in a way, that this year i really let my studies slip. gonna have to start studying and revising for the Os... but it's like the mind is willing, but the flesh is weak? yeahh.
next year i'm not allowed on the internet at all unless it's for school. and even then i've to go on at night when she's home and for an hour. honestly speaking, it wouldn't take a lot for me to end up hating her. oh well.
will blog when i've the chance. take care everyone and merry xmas! -hugs-

don't say i'm not in touch
with this rampant chaos, your reality.
i know what lies beyond my sleeping refuge.
when i'm there i build my own world to escape.
in my field of paper flowers,
and candy clouds of lullaby.
i lie inside myself for hours.
and watch my purple sky fly over me.


she smiled
at 3:16 PM


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