#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Wednesday, November 05, 2003
you make me feel so emotional. today's been okay. haha quite fun. went to school to collect my result book. everything was so confused! first wong said meet at 8.00am for Chem corrections. then mrs siow said meet at 7.30 for SS corrections and yap couldn't even tell us where to meet? arghh. but yap is such a liar. his comments in my report book: "vanessa is very committed to her studies." errr. right. never heard of a more inaccurate description. =) guess he never really saw me in class. (well actually that might explain why he never scolds me for eating in class. heck, he never scolds me, PERIOD.)

went out with stephi and nat after getting the report book 'cause we didn't want to do chem corrections (what's the point, exactly, when i won't understand a thing i'm copying down anyway?). watched "Intolerable Cruelty". OH MY GOD. $6.50 down the drain. it was the world's crummiest, stupidest, lamest, bullshittiest show i've ever watched. sheeesh. nat, stephi, next time i suggest watching a movie, shoot me aiight? haha. *lame* oh but i think i gained 10kg today. haha seems i'm forever eating! after school: EAT. before movie: EAT. after movie: EAT! stephi has already christianed (sp?) me the bottomless pit! haha nahh i think it's just 'cause i've a high metabolic rate so food burns up faster? hahaha dunnoe lah. =) saw helena at the bus-stop and took the bus home with her. *wiggles eyebrows at Someone* haha she's really so sweet! *aww* Someone's really lucky mmmm. haha don't kill me x) anyway. yeahh she kinda told me stuff and well. what can i say? it's disappointing i guess. i'm not angry or suicidal or sad... just disappointed i guess? yeahh. guess you probably had your own reasons, i'm in no position to judge anything, but i think the least you could have done is to admit it. oh well. no point in dwelling on it. =)

after that i went to siying's (i missed you!! god haven't talked to you in ages. hope you see this haha. then we'll catch up yeahs? *bighugs* tk care dear!) house to pick up the 4 kittens that her brother picked up! god they're adorable. 4 little bundles of black fluff. completely adorable! *melts* my dad came to take them away just now. this'll sound kinda stupid since i had them for about an hour but i'm gonna miss them a little. haha i love cats! life's unfair. i totally love cats and yet i'm allergic. *pouts* UNFAIR.

i don't know whether to laugh or to cry.
i don't know whether i should let go or to give it one last try.


she smiled
at 4:56 PM


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