#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Thursday, October 23, 2003
from kelly's blog. it's a lovely poem.

i've tried ways and means to forget you
to wipe you off my mind
but why is it tht i often find
you stick to my heart like paper to glue.
hw you could just walk away
my heart will never understand
you left my life plain and bland
the sky has turned a dark dark grey.
the times spent with you
i will always treasure
that was joy one could never measure
now you've left me grey n blue.
despite all you've done
the memories we shared, i find
will always be etched in my mind,
i will always love you hun.
leaving me, you left me scarred
i ws alone,i was afraid
but those hv started to slowly fade
but othrs will still find my heart barred.
i know tht one day i will heal
fm all the hurt and pain
on me you brutally lain
soon, love i will feel.
you hurt me in ways
i never evr thought smone could
yet your heart stays stiff like a plank of wood
maybe tmr ill be outta this daze.
and until then..
ill be wishing hoping dreaming
tht to myself i'd stop screaming
peace will come, if not now, tell me when.
i knw tht in sm ways you hate
you detest you loathe
e way im clinging to us both
but let us leave it all to fate.
until tht healing day
i want you to realise
my true feelings i show through cries
waiting waiting.. on my bed i lay...


she smiled
at 3:40 PM


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