the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

swimmer; drama mama; councillor;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
temporary insanity;


carol n.

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Sunday, September 21, 2003
My Bloginality is ENFP!!! it's pretty accurate! haha so go and give it a shot =)

today's been fine so far i guess. had training this morning which was tiring as hell. but i haven't really been training la so can't blame the coach. x) then went for tuition where my mum signed my bro up for maths tuition for sec 1 when he hasn't even taken his PSLE. -raises eyebrow- she's so annoying. always pushing and pushing and pushing. can't she relax for even a second? she's so uptight. i tell you if you shoved a lump of coal up her ass and twist it, you'd get a diamond. haha. Ferris Bueller's quote, not mine. *angelic* haha. anyway... i'm shit bored. nothing to do. well, not really nothing to do, but nothing that interests me anyway (think studying... revision... all those evil words!

haha. anyway, i'm really bored. and tired and sleepy. i want my bed. i want everyone to go away and come back next year. -sighs- sucha bitch. oh well. got this from gen's email:

1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? 6 on school days...

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE? aaron carter? haha i dunnoe... or maybe clay aiken! haha. then he can sing to me while i eat my desert of whatever. LOL!

3. GOLD OR SILVER? silver! gold is so ahma haha. but of course in competitions etc gold's the best la =)

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA? hmmm this is hard. haha. i think it was bruce almighty. i can't really remember la.

5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW? charmed, gilmore girls, dexter's lab... oh! spongebob squarepants!! hahahaha! it's the most stupid/lame/funny-like-shit show ever! -kisses spongebob-

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST? rubbish. haha ermmm just a milo or a coffee. can't really take food so early. =)

7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH? mmmmm. a few friends to gossip and bitch about! currently i wanna talk to my mellie darling again. hahha i miss her!! -hugsmel-

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? nope hahaha my tongue is too short. but it's a pretty tongue okay! haha -gross-

9.WHAT INSPIRES YOU? life, my kick-ass friends, quotes etc.. haha i don't really have only one source of inspiration.

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME? ann. haha but my mum wants my confirmation name to be clare (clare of assissi or sth like that) so it'll be vanessa ann clare vanderstraaten. haha so weird! =s

11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY? all are okay.. though i prefer beaches more! tanning! haha. and country's a bit dull la but qt okay if i'm feeling melancholic? lol.

12.SUMMER OR WINTER? summer i guess... i haven't experienced winter yet! -sobs- so deprived.

13. FAVOURITE FOOD? just food. haha i'm a pig -- just feed me. *angelic* x)

14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? salted. the rest taste funny ahaha.

15. FAVOURITE CAR ? porsche! haha i don't know la. not like i can afford a car and drive it right lol.

16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING? mayo! haha ham, bacon, cheese. haha i don't know la. JUST FEED ME~

17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC? pop. hahaha i'm such a teenybopper. rock, country, oldies+ballads, rap's fine too. x) so quick all of you go out and buy me HMV!

19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE? dishonesty and backstabbing-ness. haha. just 'cause i guess.

20. FAVOURITE FLOWER? daisies! hahaha and lilies.

21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO SPEND ALL? just a little while. i've to call my parents first! and hire a bodyguard to take me to the bank, scream my lungs out and make sure no one from sch knows... *evil grin*

22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS? nope... sleep in whatever i'm wearing at the moment. haha that's why i fall asleep pretty easily too =)

23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? brown. darkish amber. haha i don't know!


25 WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE? by the beach! in a little cottage with the sea breeze blowing in the day-time.. haha so NOT me!

26. CAN YOU JUGGLE? nope. hahaha i'm a psycho-motor moron.

27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK? most days just 'cause i see my friends and we'll just go mad haha. but mondays suck. xP -pukes-

28. RED OR WHITE WINE? red looks more classy but i don't drink anyway so yeahh haha can't really answer that. =)

29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? ummmm. this year? stayed at hme and went online. hahah it's really depressing i know.

30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD? nope. should i?

31.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? nothing... got no time to read haha.

32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME? cluedo. hahahaha the rest are quite boring since there're card games and all now.

33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE? lime. seventeen, teens, teenage too. i think lime is the only one with a cute name. -raises eyebrow-

34. FAVOURITE SMELLS? rain! haha grass after it's just rained.

35. COMFORT FOOD? i don't eat comfort food haha. it's not very comforting! i just cry and sleep it off lol. but if i did, i guess it'd be chocolate! -highfives carol-

36.FAVOURITE SOUND? my name! haha.x) and the school bell right after chem/phys/chinese/amath. *innocent* =)

37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? unhappiness, insecurity, hatred, bitterness and guilt! haha. so many right -sighs-

38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? shit. hahhaa if i was more coherent, i'd be cursing.

39.FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE? burger king, macs...most places la. don't really have one in particular.

41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY... i would donate some to my school, some to charity, some to my mother and father, save some and BLOW the rest on everything i want! x) *wishful thinking*

44. STORMS, COOL OR SCARY? both. hahaha i'm still kinda freaked by lightning and thunder claps and all, but mostly it's just nice to snuggle in bed and sleep with all the rain pouring outside. =)

47. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, .... i would start writing stories again, take up acting, singing (again!), dancing (classical) classes.

48. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCCOLI? (gen go and die! xP) i hate brocolli! haha even though i've yet to eat it but still...

49. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? reddish streaks! and overall lightening of the hair la. =)

50. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? a pull out bed, a little dust, lots of my poor hair. haha don't know why i just lose hair like mad.

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