#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Wednesday, September 24, 2003
i'm such a ditz. i was completely embarrassed today! -hides face- but i'll swallow my pride and tell you lot anyway, 'cause i know it was pretty funny haha. it was english period, for the first two, and joteo gave us (yet another) comprehension excerise to do. needless to say, i was so bored and annoyed that i kept myself amused by staring out of the window. (hahaha i do that A LOT!) and then i saw this bundle of black feathers hopping and flopping on the ground and i was so shocked! so i said:

me: *absently and loudly* OH MY GOD!
joteo: MISS VANDERSTRAATEN WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT? SQUIRRELS RIGHT?
me: No no! BIRD!
joteo: *very annoyed* Why are you looking at the birds?!
me: *starts shrieking* It's injured, OH MY GOD! IT'S INJURED!!
joteo: *crosses over*
at this very moment, the bundle of feathers breaks apart into TWO BIRDS! no prizes for guessing what they were doing! and then everyone started laughing and laughing and laughing and joteo said 'DID YOU PASS YOUR SCIENCE LAST YEAR?!" and i was so completely mortified. -winces- hahaha. though it's not really my fault that i thought that the 'bird' was injured. they were making such shrieking noises just moments ago. but now i know that those were ummm... cries of passion?? lol! i tripped twice today, as if my earlier mortification wasn't enough, and the class laughed at me again when i got confused with the literature booklet and couldn't find a simple poem. -malu-

anyway, mrs mah is back! glad to see her again, although now it's back to the boring amaths lessons in which i'd rather shave my head than pay attention. i don't understand matrices at all! haha. but that's my fault, i guess haha. hmmmm oh and physics wasn't as boring thankfully! haha 'cause i made john sit with me since frances sat at nat's place next to lulu (nat had kindly ditched me to be all alone. -sobs-) so i wouldn't be lonely. (val and jieying are mean! they wouldn't sit with me! -sniff-) and yeah, talked quite a bit. john: hey you.. don't know if you'll read this, but i'm just trying my luck anyway. tk care of yourself yeah? i don't really understand everything that happened but i suppose i can tell you're upset about it...? well, i don't have the answers (you should know i'm a shitty adviser on stuff) but just keep in mind my suggestion and if you want me to go with you i'll definitely go yeah? your a great friend and i'd hate for you to be unhappy! x) haha. so yupps. tk care alright and quit trying to bimbo-walk! hahaha. -bighugs-

oral today was HELL. i'm going to fail and that bloody tpg was staring at me as if i'm some retarded ass. (okay so maybe i am, but she's a teacher and she's not supposed to do that!) -weeps- oh no. i'm going to get shit marks all over again. *sighs* life isn't fair. oh well. afternoon study was pretty okay too, but i spent a good 2 hours trying to study my damn chinese text and in the end cupcake couldn't even test me spelling 'cause i couldn't remember a single one. *sighs* i'm going to fail that damn CA tomorrow. *sighs* oh speaking of cupcake, she scrawled on my arm 'cupcake loves you! x)' (as i did hers! i'm being too influenced! oh no! somebody save me!) and my dad saw it as he was fetching me home. hahaha. he was *pretty* amused. lol! anyway. i want to say something more but i forgot what. oh well.

she smiled
at 7:04 PM


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