#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

layoutandimages[by]q|en

Wednesday, September 24, 2003
back again! haha. i wrote some poems, so tell me what you think? i'm not much of a professional and i guess it'll sound crappy but oh well. i'm trying! haha. x)

.can, but can't.
you can laugh at me, i don't care.
you can look at me as if i'm not there.
you can mock me when i'm not around.
you can try all you want to get me down.
you can ignore me or just leave me be.
you can laugh with your friends about how dumb i can be.
you can backstab me -- just be sure of your facts,
you can shout at me -- if it'll help you relax.
you can hurl your abuses but i hope you'll see,
and i hope you know it won't work on me.
because i know who i am, even if you don't you,
but to get angry is just not what i'd do.
'cause if there's one thing i know you'll see...
you can never stop me from being me.

.places and pleas.
confusion engulfs me.
i'm swirling around.
lost in a dream,
where there's nothing to be found,
the darkness is eternal.
the nights are long.
the sunlight is fading.
every question is wrong.
so many questions,
and so little in reply.
all around forgotten friendships,
and lovelorn sighs.
reach out your hand,
i need to see.
right now i need
to find my sanctuary.
the place in which
all wishes are the truth,
the place where i
can be with you.
a place for refuge,
of a world so unkind.
a place of peace,
for soul, body and mind.
a place of beauty.
a place of eternity.
of love and joy,
and tranquil serenity.
so reach out your hand...
if only to hold
someone who needs you
in a place so cold.

she smiled
at 8:06 PM


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