#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Sunday, August 03, 2003
today has been a shitty day. i am tired. and sleepy. didn't go for training this morning 'cause i wanted to sleep in for at least a day a week. that was a big mistake, because i've just realized that my mother is more enthusiastic about swimming than i am. she's going to force me to go for training this evening, just wait. and i still have PE first thing tomorrow morning where, undoubtedly, stupid teojingling is going to tell us that she's disappointed that our class has -gasp- failures for PFT and probably make us run 10000 rounds before wasting the rest of the two periods explaining the precise way to play rugby. like we don't know. i'm still aching from yesterday's training. my mum is nuts. oh, but on the bright side, which in this case, is honestly quite dim, i bought shoes yesterday. the kind of track shoes but with no back and no laces. yeah. that. i have no idea what they call those sorta shoes. hahaha. oh and i wrote two poems yesterday. yippee.

// weak //
i've bared my soul for you to see,
i've exposed all my vulnerabilities.
i've stripped myself naked too,
and all because i'm in love with you.

you know, i think my poems suck. they don't really make sense. ah well. what can i do.

// what i am //
if i was a millionaire, i'd give my gold all to you
if i was God, i'd make all your wishes come true
if i was a nightingale, i'd sing for you everyday
if i was devout i'd offer prayers up for you each day.
but i'm only human, only a girl, you see
so all i'd hope for you is that you'd be happy
even if it doesn't for me

yeah this one sucks worse. hahaha =) well i'm glad that at least tasha likes the one i wrote for her. -huggs-

she smiled
at 4:27 PM


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