#vanessa;
the average goddess,

the compulsive shopaholic,

the absentminded ditz,

and just a little insane.

240788-->leo;
ex-IJTP.4/nine2004;
cjc.1T05;
swimmer; drama mama; councillor;
laugh_out_loud247[at]hotmail[dot]com;

# resolutions;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
6. listen, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)

# linkage;
pinkstilettos;
temporary insanity;
guestbook;
poetry;


angels`
-friends

4/nine.
chij.
alyssa.
angie.
benjamin.
bernie.
bert.
brendan.
carol.
carol n.
charles.
cheryl.
chris.
corinne.
dalun.
darren.
elsa.
erika.
gen.
joachim.
jolene.
judette.
kimberly.
lester.
nat.
qibing.
roxy.
sam.
sean.
seb.
sheryl.
stephi.

-snaps
[Carolling]
[Dinner&Dance]
[CJC]
[Chinese New Year]
[Poetry]
[Misc]
[Sentosa]
[Thanksgiving Mass]
[The Rockafellaskank]
[CYF Camp]
[T8 Orientation]
[31st March]
[Elects Camp]
[Discover! Camp]

-thanks
blogger;cursor;angelfire; photobucket;music;

-memories
July 2003; August 2003; September 2003; October 2003; November 2003; December 2003; January 2004; February 2004; March 2004; April 2004; May 2004; June 2004; July 2004; August 2004; October 2004; November 2004; December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; May 2005; June 2005;

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Saturday, August 23, 2003
going to leave soon for my day out with my daddy =) sometimes i feel like i live for these days. it just... i don't know... just makes me happy i guess. ahahaa that didn't make sense, i know. but then again, i hardly make sense all the time. =)

anyway, i had coffee late last night so i was still unable to sleep at 1.40 in the morning. haha how smart of me to drink two cups of coffee in the evening. *rolls eyes* anyway, so i was reading a lot of my old letters from my friends... hahaha about 3/4 of them are from sheryl-jie and the rest are from kelly, matty and all. so yeah... some of them were quite sad actually... i mean, not that the contents were sad. just that after reading it you feel kinda sad and all... found a few that were about the 'cold war' even kelly's poem on it! hahah it was all really quite sad you know? but now i think maybe it was for the best...like yeah maybe i never really fit in at all so yeah it was a blessing in disguise la. any of us reading this don't take it the wrong way. i'm not depressed or whatever. just being an idiot and musing over it. =) i guess it was a good thing i left la... though it was pretty sad for me to just up and leave like that. i was just wanting to get rid of the tense and awkward atmosphere you know? i don't know whether you believe it la but i just wanted you guys to be happy. so i left. seems stupid to write about sth that happened half a year ago but like yeah... hahaha like i said i just found the stupid letters. ignore me! =)

//i just don't understand why you're running from good man baby / why you've turned your back on love / why you've already given up / cos you know you've been hurt before / but i swear i'll give you so much more / i swear i'll never let you down / cos i swear it's you that i adore / and i can't help myself babe / cos i think about you constantly / and my heart gets no rest over you... / you can call me selfish / but all i want is your love / you can call me hopeless, baby / cos i'm hopelessly in love / you can call me unperfect / but who's perfect? / tell me what i gotta do / to prove that i'm the only one for you / so what's wrong with being selfish?

she smiled
at 10:11 AM


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