the average goddess,
the compulsive shopaholic,
the absentminded ditz,
and just a little insane.
; drama mama; councillor;
1. participate more actively in CYF/Mustard Seed.
2. participate more in CCAs.
3. be a better older sister.
4. be a better daughter for once.
5. get good grades and maintain them.
, not talk. (this applies to class too!)
7. have a journal/diary.
8. be a friend to everyone.
9. remember important dates.
10. stay happy, even when the tears fall. :)
Saturday, August 23, 2003
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going to leave soon for my day out with my daddy =) sometimes i feel like i live for these days. it just... i don't know... just makes me happy i guess. ahahaa that didn't make sense, i know. but then again, i hardly make sense all the time. =)
anyway, i had coffee late last night so i was still unable to sleep at 1.40 in the morning. haha how smart of me to drink two cups of coffee in the evening. *rolls eyes* anyway, so i was reading a lot of my old letters from my friends... hahaha about 3/4 of them are from sheryl-jie and the rest are from kelly, matty and all. so yeah... some of them were quite sad actually... i mean, not that the contents were sad. just that after reading it you feel kinda sad and all... found a few that were about the 'cold war' even kelly's poem on it! hahah it was all really quite sad you know? but now i think maybe it was for the best...like yeah maybe i never really fit in at all so yeah it was a blessing in disguise la. any of us reading this don't take it the wrong way. i'm not depressed or whatever. just being an idiot and musing over it. =) i guess it was a good thing i left la... though it was pretty sad for me to just up and leave like that. i was just wanting to get rid of the tense and awkward atmosphere you know? i don't know whether you believe it la but i just wanted you guys to be happy. so i left. seems stupid to write about sth that happened half a year ago but like yeah... hahaha like i said i just found the stupid letters. ignore me! =)
//i just don't understand why you're running from good man baby / why you've turned your back on love / why you've already given up / cos you know you've been hurt before / but i swear i'll give you so much more / i swear i'll never let you down / cos i swear it's you that i adore / and i can't help myself babe / cos i think about you constantly / and my heart gets no rest over you... / you can call me selfish / but all i want is your love / you can call me hopeless, baby / cos i'm hopelessly in love / you can call me unperfect / but who's perfect? / tell me what i gotta do / to prove that i'm the only one for you / so what's wrong with being selfish?
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